You hear me, but you are not listening

hurm. nuthin much 4 this week. praktikal mcm biasa, kejap boring kejap okay. can't wait to help encik azizi at the bengkel lah. sgt bosan duk di ofis dgn ketiadaan pc dan penggunaan internet yg sgt sgt terhad. maklum la, aku neh penakot sket. tak brani sgt nak surf2 internet kalo bos ade. gerun guruh seh. tade presentation last friday, bos sgt la bz dgn event teman 2007 tuh. it is a world royal mint event la kirenye. neh pon keja packaging tuh aku tak wat2 lagik. kunun nye keja tuh malas nak wat kat umah la. kat opis je ckop la kan? tp serius la kate. asek kering idea la. pd hal keja nya sgt la sng. itu my current self potrait. gamba mase tgh sengal. dat book i bought 4 just 39.9 je tau . sgt sgt murah! dan sgt sgt berbaloi lah. buku da ade, mag pon da kire byk la. tp ilmu yg ade still tak praktikkan jugak. aku tgh pk jln la nak improve skill tp aku slalu je lost. aku rase mcm aku tak berbakat tp org kate aku buleh. jey, cepat la abes exam tuh! aku da tatahan tanggung rendu nak be...

hello people! i'm back with some good news! hehe. ya ya. my practical training for the 1st week sgt la best! hurm. tak la sgt kot. kire best jugak la. sbb the environment la. the people, the cafe, the office. sumer staff kat sn melayu, so tade la rase segan sgt ke ape nak bercampo. our supervisor, encik ismail from design dept neh bila skali pndg muke dia ade sket2 mcm mat busu dlm pi mai2 tang tu tuh. hehe. he was a graduate from deg. in fine metal, uitm. overall, otai2 kat situ mmg from fssr. kira super duper senior la. dlm dept aku ade 3 org jek designer. tiga2 kepala layan~ sorang jek pompuan, kak fina. comey. nak2 skang tgh pregnant. lagi la tambah2 comey. abg bai, satu kg ngn aku neh. org bt burok. suke gelak. tembam sket tp comey. umo sebaya abg muaz aku. tp blom kawen lg. haha. abg pani, yg paling mude kat situ dgr cite. muke putih2, kecik kate mcm aidid marcello tuh. huh, mau kembang kuncup dia dgr org kate camtuh. dept aku, plg dekat dgn pintu masok. so, slalu jek ade y...

kesengsaraan aku sem neh suda berakhir. alhamdulillah, sumer dugaan dpt ditepis dgn baek skali. sengsara yg terakhir - presentation media application smalam. serius aku ckp, utk dat subjek aku sgt tak puas ati sbb aku tak bg full commitment. ntah, nak kate aku tak wat keje, aku wat jugak. tp utk final project in group aku just cr info, music n images jek. den, wat sketches bodow2. layout tak wat, dreamweaver lagik la kan. tade lgsg. sumer nye diddy saje yg wat. ya, aku paham, benda tuh mmg lagi elok sorang je yg wat. sbb dia tau ape yg dia nak. n yg paling2 ptg tuh sumer idea dia. tp, aku mmg sgt2 tak puas ati sbb aku tak dpt sumbangkan byk benda. mcm tatau pape. hurm. never mind, i hope i will learn sumthin mase praktikal nnt. weee~ tak saba nak keje! :) owh. my last paper? gile susah serius! tp aku jwb je ikot rase logik. ntah pape janji jwb. mase tak begitu ckop la kan w/pon esei cuma 1 je kene jwb. 30 marks beb! mintak2 lepas jela subjek tuh, tak larat nak repeat sbb sgt2 susah na...

What Have U Done - Within Temptation Would you mind if I hurt you Understand that I need to Wish that I had other choices Than to harm the one I love What have you done now? I know I'd better stop trying You know that there's no denying I won't show mercy on you now I know I should stop believing I know that there's no retrieving It's over now What have you done? What have you done now? I have been waiting for someone like you But now you are slipping away What have you done now? Why? Why does faith make us suffer? There's a curse between us Between me and you What have you done? What have you done now? Would you mind if I killed you? Would you mind if I tried to? *woh, sgt terkena pd batang idong sendirik! wahaha.

finally, i had all the anwers. you had found ur new soulmate. u love her and she loves u. congrats dear! may Allah bless both of u. u had moved on with ur life. ur own path. ur own way. i can't wait anymore. i can't love u anymore. i must go on with my own life. sorry for the things i had done. all the best, ex-lover! :)