You hear me, but you are not listening

hehe.. sehari suntuk aku me'make up' kan pc burok ku ini.. zam zam ala kazam! tetiba jek bertukar jadik mac plak! muahaha.. tak dpt mac pon taper la, janji merase gak ala2 pakai mac.. keh keh.. pasneh, pc burok ini akan berubah tempat... akan diangkut ke umah keduanya, di teratai.. sedeh!! kalo tak wat camtuh, sure aku tak melepak kat ostel.. penat seh nak ulang alik from shah alam ke usj... weekend kalo balek, tade pc plak.. terpakse la mengshare2 pakai pc yg kat bawah tuh.. kalo sumer balek, sure berebut2 nak pakai pc kan? huhu~ haih, bile da dpt mac neh rase cam nak duk depan pc 24 jam plak! keh keh.. :p

i don't know what is the suitable title for today's entry.. aku sgt la blurr dan ngantok skang neh.. aku igt, hari neh bleh la merilexkan kepala sket.. kelas pon tade td.. tp pas da surf deviantart, rase makin serabot plak! aku duk pk psl rantai la neh.. rase serba tak kene plak... aiseh... td, berjalan2 dgn kechik around kl.. menembak skali la tuh.. memula, sgt la tade mud, rase sgt malas dan blank! penin pk, nak amek gamba kat mane? balek2 area same jugak! tp gamba nye tak best jugak! muahahaha.. kaki sgt la lenguh, kepala pon sgt letih.. hobi aku neh menyusahkan ke? patotnye, photography neh is a enjoy and happy hobby kan? warghh! ok ok.. actually, aku takot aku takkan dpt capai sampai tahap yg aku nak.. slalu jek rase rendah diri, rase tak best... rase gamba2 yg aku amek tuh tade nilai, tade seni! terok sgt ke aku sampai pk camtuh eh? aku tgh try to capture about city life for rantai nnt.. tp, still blurr bout composition, how to capture n bla bla.. terpk jugak nak add kan ...

lirik terbest buat masa neh.. aku jugak penah mengalami situasi sebegini.. :( The Other Way - Weezer I want to help you But I don't know how I want to soothe you But I can't speak out I have many fears About rejection I have many memories of pain I have always been a little shy So I'll turn and look the other way Other way Other way I will turn and look the other way I want to hold you But I am afraid I want to touch you But I'm not that way I have many doubts about my motives I have many fears about my greed I have always hurt the ONE THAT I love So I'll turn and look the other way Other way Other way I will turn and look the other way I have many doubts about my motives I have many fears about my greed I have always hurt the one that I love So I'll turn and look the other way

itu world cup suda jadik milik mereka, okay? n i'm so so so happy! rase sgt2 best la.. they deserve to win! bia la org nak ckp ape pon.. yeah, rite! both team are good.. n u know what? bkan senang aku nak layan tengok bola sampai camneh terok tau tak? haha.. dunno la.. aku pon sgt2 pelik.. keh keh.. gara2 melayan bola pagi tadik, mata aku terase sgt2 pedih dan aku jugak tersengguk2 cam burung belatuk dlm bas on da way back from shah alam tadik.. penat gile seh, berlari ke sane sini.. tp, tak settle jugak dafta subjek n bla bla.. i really2 need a good sleep now.. well do ne, azz urri!!!! :)

hahah~ i'm so fucking happy! skang br terasa btol2 demam bola.. tp pape hal pon, germany played very well! aku br terpasan rupenyeh slama neh dowang mmg slalu main sampai ke final yeh? wah! mmg hebat.. match yg sgt sgt sengit okeh? see? i told u mr sharul nizam, italy boleh masok finallllll ! ho yeahhhhhh~ menonton bola sowang diri pada pukul 3 pagi sampai la 530 pagi sememangnya sgt membosankan.. pulak tuh, dikaco oleh adek aku, basyir yg tido sgt lasak lagik la mencabar kesabaran aku.. tp malam td terase sikit best dan berbaloi la sbb dpt menengok sendiri team fav aku dan juga abg dan juga adek aku (haha) bejaya ke final! bleh ke italy mendapat lg gelaran juara world cup setelah 24 tahon menunggu? we'll see.. ;) *seda tak seda tahon neh la aku btol2 smangat tgk world cup.. dulu, tak brape nak layan but dis year, tatau la apsal.. maybe sbb dowang main bagos la kot! forza italiaaaaaa~ ;)

haha.. i'm so happy~ salima da klua seh.. hoho.. aku tak paham apsal ramai sgt la ske dia? tanampak mane yg best nye dia tuh.. i hope farhan can proceed to final.. aku sgt suke suara dia! rasenye dlm byk2 calon af dr mula sampai yg ke4 neh, dia la paling paling best! owh, aku blom jadik sgt bodow sampai nak vote2 sms okeh? tgk konsert every week pon da ckop okeh rasenye.. gambatte kudasai farhan~ ;)

menjaga budak kecik neh selama lebey kurang 2 jam tanpa ketiadaan mak dan abahnye btol2 mencabar aku.. mane taknye, dia nanges (sgt kuat okeh?) 10 minit tak benti sampai batuk2.. sian aku tgk dia.. sbb ditinggalkan abahnye (pi solat jumaat).. skejap pon rase cam lame jek! pas dia da benti nanges tuh, aku nyanyi (lagu yg abah dia ske nyanyi - ten little indians) sket utk dia, dia wat muke ksian jek sambil pandang aku.. so cute la budak itu! sedar2 je da lena.. wow! i'm so happy dpt tdo kan dia! haha~ dia tdo sbb penat nanges je tuh kan? miahahaha~ * sgt sayang pade budak tembam itu~ :* Ten Little Indians One little, two little, three little Indians Four little, five little, six little Indians Seven little, eight little, nine little Indians Ten little Indian boys. Ten little, nine little, eight little Indians Seven little, six little, five little Indians Four little, three little, two little Indians One little Indian boy.